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[22 Sep 2007|11:08am] |
well.
i made a xanga. but
i really want to write in this again haha.
its 11 am on saturday.
ashli and i went shoppin for some stuff yesterday for the new townhouse.
BARGAIN SHOPPIN RULES!
today the plan is...well...shit im not sure.
lalalala!
i suck at updating this ! bc my life is boring! ha!
oh well. mayb eill write more tonight after more hopefully happens.
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[14 Jun 2007|05:39pm] |
baby girl.
you have your wings now.
fly on.
fly on.
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[31 Mar 2007|03:27am] |
omg.
omg.
omg.
yes.
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[11 Feb 2007|08:58pm] |
seriously?!
im actually writing in this instead of writing in my regular journal that i keep by my bed.
thats odd! haha.
so lets do a lil update.
since the last entry.
hmm.
there has been a trip to houston . to pick up ashlis car.
which was by far the best and worst experience ever.
it was all fine until the ride home where we knew we were having too much fun and BAM.
flat tire in the middle of hicksville arkansas.
fuckkkked.
haha.
work has been goin good.
troy asked me if i wanted to start training to be a shift lead.
which is awesome.
more money.
im gettin a lot of hours too.
which isnt bad at all.
im pretty positive the love of my life lives 1000000 miles away from me in scotland .
and there is absolutely no way of gettin to her.
atleast soon.
and thats makin me sad.
bc we both want to be together.
and its not possible.
ugh ugh ugh.
ashli and i are still living together.
in this nice lil room.
haha.
we still have our moments but at the end of the night we still love each other .
and thats whats so good.
shes the best roomie ever.
we got our nintendo wii.
which is absolutely fantastic.
fun stuff. haha
i think ima go to michigan soon.
see ashley and sarah.
i miss them so.
and its been a friggin year.
a YEAR since ive been there.
a year since ive seen them .
and thats far too long.
i think ima go take a shower now bc i smell like cigarette and dirt.
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[15 Dec 2006|01:59am] |
i just had a great night.
we went to the park.
laid there.
smoked cigarettes.
sat on rocks and watchin the river.
listened to music.
laid in the grass and laughed.
rolled around.
peed in public.
good times.
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[14 Dec 2006|04:04pm] |
cigarettes are bad.
yet i smoke them constantly.
today im in a pretty ..bland...just kind of eh...mood.
nothing is really wrong.
i just am what i am today.
althoguh for me.
its 4 pm and my day just started. so.
maybe as tonight goes on itll get better.
ill smile like ive never smiled before and maybe ill laugh until i cry.
wheres my
ash
tray.
ugh.
im absolutely broke and ihave bought NObody
anything for christmas.
i need to.
ill get it all the friday before xmas eve
i get paid.
then ill be broke again bc i gotta get something for
angela
mandy
ashli
mom
matt
and if my dad really wants something.
him too.
god . maybe i shouldve stuck with school. sad part...i wouldve been done.
as of a few weeks ago. like 2 or 3.
i wouldve been done. i would be taking state boards and then yea.
but i quit.
bc im a quitter.
and thats what i do best.
i mean i didnt want to do it anyway.
i prolly wouldnt even of gone to state boards .
but for once maybe i shouldve finished something.
it was 14000 dollars of my parents money.
hard earned too.
fuck .
what a fuck up.
anyway.
im prolly gonna go to school again within the next year. probably fall of 2007 .
major in nursing.
bc thats what ive always WANTED to be.
i told my dad that beforei started cosmo.
i was like ima be a nurse. nurse thing nurse that.
and then when lisa had kylee i thought...WHY AM I NOT IN SCHOOL FOR THIS. WHY. and i think thats
when all this started.
all that rethinkin my plans forschool and realized shit i made a..no ANOTHER mistake.
so yea. thats that.
im rambling.
i havent done this in a while.
ahwell.
its been a month since ashli moved in.
its been fun.
dramatic at times.
fuckin claw fight worthy sometimes i guess.
but i love her.
and i love having her here and i wouldnt have it any other way.
our room is an absolute disaster zone but thats ok .
my cup is smoking.
ugh. shit
* spits in cup*
such a classy broad i am.
oh yea.
anyway this is the longest entry ive done in a while.
btw. i miss Katie .
</3
and now..im gone. later
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[30 Nov 2006|11:31pm] |
lets go for a short update?
well see.
um.
my birthday was fuckin FANTASTIC.
it was a lot of fun.
yes there was a lot of alcohol and all that.
i have pics of it up on my myspace.
uh.
its been sleeting and shit for the past ...14 hours. we have about 3 inches of it on the ground and we are suppose to have up to 9 inches of snow by tomorrow.
im sleepy but not tired enough to sleep.
my parents got a new car.
dad is out puttin salt on the roads and plowing.
sucks to have that job.
ashli is asleep on her bed.
she thinks im mad at her.
i am mad and bitchy to everyone.
seriously.
no.
seriously.
that is all.
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[14 Nov 2006|12:05am] |
so im insanely broke. ughhhh. anyone want to send me money. i mean...
INSANELY BROKE!...
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[03 Nov 2006|11:53pm] |
I worked tonight.
I got off at 10:45. I could...clean my room a little.
Which couldnt hurt anything.
I work tomorrow night until 1am. Then Sunday morning ITS OFF TO CHICAGO with my parents for a lil get away. Just until Tuesday i think.
My birthday is November 28th.
Ill be 21.
Id like :
a Katie for muh birthday.
ok?! thanks.
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[03 Nov 2006|01:59am] |
Help me out at work.
It doesnt matter if you dont live where i do. okay?!
so go here :
www.blockbuster.com/total
check out the program.
its free for 2 weeks .
heres a run down for people. basically before you could get movies off line with blockbuster online...and mail them back and theyd mail you the next ones you wanted..basically now you dont have to mail them back and you return them to your local blockbuster store and get a free rental out of it so you are never without a movie! pretty sweet deal i think.
its free for two weeks guys and seriously..its a good deal and if i could do it ( i cant bc im an employee) id do it and keep it.
if you do want to give it a go put the promo code as : 29129b
that is so my store gets credit.
please. im serious
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[01 Nov 2006|02:39am] |
most people say it is wrong.
say its a problem.
it is.
but i like doin it.
i smiled after too..
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[29 Oct 2006|02:18am] |
Lets update.
um.
hrmm haha.
school no more.
work work work.
money.
yay.
might be goin on a short vacation to Ft. Lauderdale next week.
Mom is redoin the whole house.
That means:
painting every room
new flooring for every single room.
new furniture.
all that stuff.
kind of exciting.
bc the house will look fantastic when its done.
btw.
you give me butterflies.
:)
<3
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[11 Oct 2006|03:52am] |
UPDATE
i got another job at Petco.
So now i have two jobs.
I dont go to school anymore.
Thats a longer story
I applied to a college for next fall.
Im applyin to about 4 more in the next two weeks.
Mom came downstairs at 2 this morning and sat with me on the couch..
Shes quittin her job tomorrow.
Eeee.
Um.
Im in love.
With
This girl.
um. whatelse.
I miss my friends.
I miss Ashli.
I got a halarious cousin.
Ashli+Matt+Emily= BFFFFF! hahaha.
Other than that.
im tired. good night
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[29 Sep 2006|10:07pm] |
work was good tonight.
it went by really fast.
only bc we were really busy.
im watchin the goonies.
aaron is annoyin me. or was actually.
I REALLY put myself in bad situations.
I looked up my ex Brian on myspace. and well he has one now apparently and oo god it made me think about the good times. ya know . the time when him and i were together for months and when him and i were engaged..and yea. ill always have a place for him. He has a really pretty girl friend. mhm.
oi.
anyway. ima watch this movie then prolly go to bed bc i got work at 3pm-8.
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[26 Sep 2006|01:39am] |
sorry for never updating.
i do the school thing.then the nap thing.then the work thing. then sleep thing. repeat.
unless im off then its hang with my friends all day long. sleep.
i dont have much to say bc there isnt much goin on.
i got a new laptop.
im thinkin about buyin a psp.
um.hm
my grandpa is scaring me.
hes gotten really thin since he got that shunt or whatever put in his heart..and he fell and he can barely walk without wobbln and he shakes and it scares me.
oi.
um
im thinkin about goin to new york and spending a while with aaron.
fuck off if you dont like him.
hes everything you could never be to me bc you never fuckin stuck around.
he didnt fail me.
he is the ONLY guy i ever had in my life who loves me for me and hasnt changed his story in 5 years.
i miss ashli
btw. i know now how it feels to b e stabbed in the back.
im a mix of emotion right now.
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[09 Sep 2006|01:30am] |
I suck at writing in this...haha
Ive been sleeping..doin the school thing..the work thing..and any other time im prolly with Angela and Mandy.
Last night i spent a good few hours on the phone with Ashli laughin so hard it hurt. haha.
Today..i slept. A LOT and..then went to Angela and Mandys to watch movies. Then saw a UFO haha..and drove around..saw the same one again..and then came home and now im watchin House. <3
Lalala. Thats all i got.
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[04 Sep 2006|02:01am] |
Im still awake. Long time since ive been up past 1am. Haha.
Glad im off school tomorrow for Labor Day. Hm.
I hung out with Angela last night i guess now..and then we hung out with Angela,Mandy,Vince, Rudy,And Mandys Bf. Cool. I suppose.
Came home and have been up watchin House ever since. I LOOOVE HOUSE.
Anyway.
Everyone knows and im super sad that Steve Irwin died. Really.Go head..laugh. Bc i was supper obsessed with him for years and yea. ANYWAY. Sad stuff. Stupid Stingray.
The guy who plays Dr. House is really kind of sexy. Yaaa.
Lalalala.
Im off. later
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[01 Sep 2006|09:47am] |
ive been having really wierd dreams...
ever since my necklace broke and fell off and i havent been to the store to buy new stuff to make another necklace. seriously. ive worn that necklace for what seems like forever and like..the dreams have been scary..and wierd..and good all at the same time. i never finish one dream though.
last night..i was like...at the beach..with angela and mandy and we went out onto this balcony that was huge and on the actual ocean..like in the water a stage was set up and it was fuckin Britney Spears haha. And we were all watchin her perform and so was like 920329 other people from their balconies and this guy was talkin to me an i got pissed bc Angela goes " shes a lesbian she doesnt wanna talk to you" ha. so i went inside and started telling Brent..BRENT!!! my neighbor haha and i used to go to school with him since 3rd grade...how pissed i was..and then i was ok and someting about someone tryin to kill us all..and brent and his friends were high and went to go chase the people away but they died and i was like the o nly one left and i ran outside but the ocean wasnt water anymore..it was like logs..and river rock...and it went on for a while buti could see something in the distance so i started to run for it and then i came across a baby and this girl and i woke up. it was soo wierd. ya. i got wierd dreams. but ive had some scary ones too the last few nights. i hate scary dreams.
now if y ou dont mind..ima go watch Shes The Man and chill.
I got work tonight 5-9. im kinnnnda excited. i work with Jackie and Rick i think. I like them.
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[27 Aug 2006|10:10pm] |
Hey hey hey!
So today was okieee! :)
I woke up and basically just chilled. I actually had like this feeling for a few hours like i wanted to cry..not sure why but i did..so i worked it off..basically rearranged my room ..moved a bunch of stuff out of it..and moved some stuff in and it looks REALLY NICE. I meani can see ALL of my floor. not that my floor is in the best shape..i mean...you have friends and yourself in there spilled red shit everywhere..spilling ash trays and shit. it kind of looks..bad but thats why i need to get a rug..haah. ANYWAY.
After that i watched Shes All That...i hadnt seen that movie in a long time. Then went out with Mandy and Angela..drove around..went for a bite to eat at Dennys. Went to this new sex shop called "pure pleasures" it was alright. and then came home.
I got school tomorrow until like 3..bc ima leave about an hour and half early just so i can get home and take a shower and shit bc i START WORKIN TOMORROW!!!! :)
Yup. Not that ill really be doin anything while im there. This week im only working Monday,Wednesday,and Friday 5-9. Which is ok. Im just going to be doing Modules on the computer..and learnin my way around the store. Just training so Fred and Troy (my managers) didnt want me stayin all the way til midnight and thats alright wit me. I couldnt sit in that lil back room for like 8 hours sittin on that computer. I mean i guess i could bc they are payin me for it..but thats a long time just sittin there doin the same thing over and over again. ahha. But it should be alright. Im looking forward to meeting some new people who work there and just gettin the hang of things.
Soo.. ima go to bed now..
<3
BTW
There is this new girl...her name is Amanda . Im really attracted to her. Weve been talking. I like her so far. :)
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